happy news, boring news, nothing .....

well its been a long time since i posted anything here.....

now i am a staff at EV world horel!!! @ subang jaya its awesome!!! i has a nice boss.. friendly staff that will teach me anything i need to know!!! kay thats all i need to buzz off now.... bye... before that, enjoy this song!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7_lSP8Vc3o

Nothing to do argh!!!!!

hey peeps.... yet another boring day... nothing to do ar.... so i kinda looked up this video on youtube, its a very nice song......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3cLS_rHdGGg

Its Beribu sesalan

by ning baizura and Jaclyn Victor and Shila.....

My 17th Bday!!

Hey people!!! its my forever alone day again!!!!!
today i had a law test for my licence!!! but dang!! failed!!! i got 32/50!!! just the damn 10 marks more!!!! nvm i shall try again..... anyways.... tonite will be a good nite for me coz... i am getting a Secret Recipe cake!!!! awesome!!!! kay GTG.... bye....

CNY 2012

this year my CNY feels like normal, nothing special... just felt that i need a Boyfriend so desperately... cause i am being alone for like 2-3 years already since i come out... i tried to have one, but ended up breaking... so this time i am looking for the lucky guy... that understands me and i understands him... that will call me when i am sick, take me going around, that appreciates me... and i promise that i will love him as long as i can... i dun mind if he is ugly or poor... all i want is him to love me and i will love him with all my heart... wondering when will this happen??? i am so jealous of other people... coz they have 1 person that take good care of them and understands them, know what they need, and be there when they need them... is it that hard to look for true love?? all i ask is a relationship... many people can't accept Gays, Lesbian, Transgender & Bisexual. we became like this also not our choice. sometimes i feel like a gurl that trap inside this boy's body. but the only person that understands me an gives me support is Pn Aznida, she is my school senior teacher, she is like our mother in our school... she treats every student like her own son... and i am safe to tell her anything... include my private life... coz she understands me... i am always alone. Shopping, travelling to KL, walking in the mall, and even in school... there is friends in my school. but those are all FAKE friends..

to those that already had a boyfriend, appreciate them just like they did... once they are gone you can't find any replacement... good boyfriend come once in a while... but its better to stick with the same guy... coz he understands u and u understands him... the important thing in relationship is understanding...

thats all i gotta write for tonite... and i am going to sleep...

GONF XI FA CAI!!!
XING NIEN QUAI LE!!!
LONG NIAN XING DA YUEN!!!

Another boring night

7-01-2012
7th day in 2012... say the world gonna end?? i think its better got la... last few days i had terrible tooth pain... but since i bought the Clove oil, (for tooth pain) the pain its gone.. i fell better!!! thanks!!! and i also bought a pendrive, 3 Corby phone cover... and its payday!!! YAY!!! +D tomorrow its my driving license class... hope it go well... kay... not much i can write!!! so nites....

school had started...!!

4/01/2012.
Its a new date for me again... which is the school season... but this is my last year for school... so i am gonna end my form 5 in a boom!!! the theme is Fierce and Fabulous!!! my aim is to finish up everything that i started... i am in the Editorial board, Sports house, and class decorating... hopefully i can cope with all the studies and challenges ahead... coz, being a form 5 guy is not easy... SPM stress, Editorial, Work, and studys... but most important is that i must collect as many as possible of certificates and points in any school event. so that will help me in future... well i had seen my typing skills are improved!!! which is a good thing... Thanks to Mr Wan Shah... he teach me how to type, and he inspires me alot... i pick up singing also from him... he is a excellent singer!!! you should hear him sing... and he is also fabulous!!! that is important!!... signing off for now... alot of thing to draw, write and sign!!! bye... will write again tomorrow...

boring night...

yet another boring night!!!
uols.. malam nie mak rasa bosan jew... sbb tak make up untuk 3-4 hari da... pucat je muka mak.. tapi kan mak da beli quitex baru!!! ungu, gangsa, dan putih mutiara... lawakan? mak boring la... tapi takpe mak nak kawin tak lama lagi... nanti ada la papa korang eh...?? Mak cyg die sangat2!! k la mak nak tido da pucat muka mak... bye uols... MUAH!!