NO ONE CARE!! AND THIS IS NOT PLAYING!!!!!!

To all my friends, I am only a normal person. just like you all. But seems like no one is caring about what I think, say, want, what I don't like, what I like and the most important, NO ONE CARE ABOUT MY FEELING'S!!! they don't know weather i am happy or sad or angry. All they know is "I happy enough!" I happy or not they don't care. So I want to say that I wish all these can end... i just hope i can find the solution. all i wished is i can have someone that cares about me and care for me, what i need, what i want, and someone care for my feeling. In my daily life, i might look happy. But behind, i am not. Even in my OWN house, no one ask me eaten or not.. NEVER heard that in my own house. And the worse part is...... When i am sick... not even 1 person is going to take you to the hospital or clinic or even give you help...!! Now all i want to say is ... i am sick of you all. i am not going to care on what is happening in the house, who need help, who need me to be there... or things like that... i don care!! because i am not going to care about all my family members!!
If this is what they wanted, then i have to give! i just hope that 1 day i can die. I just wanted to be alone and i hope i can kill my self.....

I know, even i post this no one is gonna care. so if 1 day i no more longer online, no more go to school, no more go to church, no more go to work, and if i don reply ur SMS, don answer ur calls, it means SEAN HO the idiot is no longer appear in the earth.... you people might laugh at this post, but i am serious. i am not playing. if you people don care i can't do anything.... so i just want to say. I AM SICK OF LIVING! I WANT TO DIE! i prepared some poison, some drugs. I might take all thouse and good bye! i got a blade with me also..
LAST, GOOD BYE MY BELOVED FRIENDS!
*As though you care............. IF YOU CARE, COMMENT.... I APPRECIATE YOUR COMMENT. :)