Hateful and sad night

Tonite i donno why, i just felt so damn angry and sad. i donno how to describe my feeling's angry or sad? But i think i am getting more sad... Because seems like no one is caring about me... The one i love also don care.... ( well actually there's no one i love)
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING to me????
I just want people to chat with me, talk to me, hang out with me and go for shopping thats all i want.
Why is it so hard to get all those? Even i go to church, people think i am happy but actually not. In my heart i am crying. I am just hiding the REAL me and i am suffering when doing that.. But i donno my church friends to know. They won't accept me and NO ONE is gonna make friends with me..... I just hope that all my feeling's can go away and i also know that being like this is wrong in God's eye.. He know's everything....
I am trying to calm down and trying to forget everything.

How to do your own home made pedicure?

Things that you need:
1) Nail Polish (Fluorescent Green, Black)
2) Remover
3) Cotton pads
4) Stick (to remove excess color on the skin)
5) Top Coat
6) Base Coat (Optional)

1st
Clean your nail with water and soap, then wipe to dry. Apply the Base coat on all nails. Wait till dry.
Next
Apply Black nail polish on top of the Base coat. Wait till dry, apply another coat of Black color  for a darker finish.
Next
Take the Fluorescent Green and make Dots on each nails. Wait till dry.
Next
Use the Stick to scrape off any extra nail polish on the side of the finger. Before that, dip the stick in some remover then scrape the side of the finger.
Last
Apply Top coat on every nail. Apply 2-3 layers for the best result.

*Take note:
I did this in my room but KEEP THE FAN ON LOW MODE OR OFF IT. The fan will cause the nail polish to dry very fast and your nail will not look nice. If you failed, use the remover and cotton pads to remover EVERYTHING and start again. The 2nd time, its ok to not use Base coat. (cause not EVRYONE has base coat). But the Top Coat is very important because it helps in protecting the Nail Polish so it won't peel off.
Avoid applying too thick of nail color, this will cause the process go even longer.
Last, take your time on doing it if you are doing it the very 1st time. But do practice a lot. It will help in doing more tricky design. This is a simple and easy pattern, Polka dots. The color is optional, you can use any color that you think is nice.

FINALLY!!!

Tomorrow its my Last 2 paper for my Mid-Term examination.....
Sejarah paper 1 & Mathematics 1 ... hope its all gonna be going fine....
When the last bell rings..... U guess it, PARTY!!! all of my classmate's are going to be CRAZY!!! i can't wait for tomorrow..!!! kay.. bye.. see u guys soon...
*soon i will post on Self Nail drawing... Just wait..

I Love YOU!!

Guys... i love this gurl... but i can't tell her... i just can't tell her that i Love her... ...........
but how?? i can't keep like this always..... something gotta be done....atlease..... OMG!! why is this happening to me/???
Should i tell her?? or not???

If malaysia have this...

Well, I my self as a Gay i am TIRED of hiding..... i just can't hide it anymore.... I want the Public to ACCEPT Gay, Lesbian, Bi-Sexual, Trans gender... we are Human too...
So, if you are my friend, and u read this post... and u cannot take that i am gay.... then i have to say Bye Bye to you...
@ the video is from http://iwasaslut.blogspot.com/ Thanks gor...
the video had wake me up...

Boring day....

Hi peeps....
I know today is Mothers day.... did u wished ur mom???... ok let me speak in BM okie??
ok... hi.. senang siket den nak cakap BM ni....
 hari ini aku boring nak mampos.... korang ada tak ape2 plan??? klo ade aku nak join jugak... :P heheheh
hmm.... nanti kena gi la plak ke ABB (Avon Beauty Boutique) untuk ambik barang....
K la... oppa nak klua dulu larh.. bye....

Things that i want to buy...

Things that I want to buy....

1. Samsung Ch@t 332 A brand new phone. (RM 380)
2. MP4 China brand (4GB). (RM 98)
3. New glasses. (RM 260)
4. Celcom Broadband. (RM 48 per month) (RM 100 regestration fee)
5. Printer Canon AIO (RM 130) + Ink (Package RM 132)... = (RM 262)

But, I know its IMPOSSIBLE for me to buy all the things ABOVE..... Woah!... the price also “very nice” lorh.. haih... =,='' what to do??? NVM la I will find money as long I can buy any things up there also ok de..... :P

But I hope my “baby” its here with me... :( if he is here, he can buy me all the things that I wanted... or he also got all the things... :) But sadly, he is in somewhere I donno... I called, he don pickup, I SMS he don reply, I Facebook him he go off line... people.... please help me...... !!!

“Wo hen ke lian”..... :'(

Just now in the afternoon, I companied my best friend to Digitall Mall to look for his PSP... But we did found a shop that sells PSP.... the price also very “Leng zai” RM 850 + Accsesory + Original parts wo... The man keepon saying,“mana u mau jumpa ini harga?? Saya jual sama u RM 850 and I bagi sekali dengan Casing, Pouch, and Ori parts and saya bagi u GAME sampai memory card u penuh la...” My friend was like..”Ok la harga tuh... Nak beli larh...” *he said that after we left the shop... :P Then, we walked to Sony Center... Hah!! here la I want to get very pissed off!!

When I was looking at the cameras, he was talking to me... Suddenly out of no where my specs fall on the ground... PLANG!!!!! It BROKE!!! I was like OMFG!!! MOTHER FATHER!!!!!! ****!!!!my glasses is Rimless de.. so when drop it can HANCUR de... :( so I went and picked up the glasses... but no one steped on it...

After the shop, we went to a Optic... and asked... how much the price if I want to make a new glasses... The lady in the shop was DAMN ” Lanci” I was like, WTF?? Eh, if u open ur shop for bussniess... Serve la people nicely.... =,='' but the price was OK lo... not to say expensive... but affordable.... somewhere 200 and below... my Budget was 200 and below and the shop has that... *so thumbs up!

Then, I said to the lady, “Ok la, I will come back soon” but she was like.... “Ok... see you soon!” Even the indian girl at the Broadband shop also know how to say “Have a nice day!” But the lady was like saying it AS IF she was FORCED to say.... Then I went to Focus Point... The price there was lagi la killing me.. the lens only 180 $... nuts arh?? if I buy 1 Lens only for 180 $ why dun I buy a new glasses??

Now let me tell you about the PHONE case... ok.. 1^st I found a FAKE Bluberry.... almost the same as the *picture down there The link... Samsung Ch@t the new model + WiFi... but the CSL Bluberry, dah la no WiFi.. 400 $ (somewhere there la..) the samsung was only 380 $ and very nice somemore... the man said... if u want I give you nice price... I also ok la.... :)

Then I walked him home... He was tired by the end of the day... but... he manage to go home before the rain hits.... I also went home after sending him.... What a nice day... XD

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