Tonite i donno why, i just felt so damn angry and sad. i donno how to describe my feeling's angry or sad? But i think i am getting more sad... Because seems like no one is caring about me... The one i love also don care.... ( well actually there's no one i love)
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING to me????
I just want people to chat with me, talk to me, hang out with me and go for shopping thats all i want.
Why is it so hard to get all those? Even i go to church, people think i am happy but actually not. In my heart i am crying. I am just hiding the REAL me and i am suffering when doing that.. But i donno my church friends to know. They won't accept me and NO ONE is gonna make friends with me..... I just hope that all my feeling's can go away and i also know that being like this is wrong in God's eye.. He know's everything....
I am trying to calm down and trying to forget everything.
This is about me and things around me.. Life, Love, Work, Money, and more topics... Just as Lady Gaga says... We are Born This Way...
2 comments:
Alaa....
Dont say that la.
I care bout you okii? :/
:D thanks...
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